Watching social interaction, I'm wondering
do they have a medication for this
blurry mental vision?
This sort of psychological cataract
that presses me to hypocritical acts like
talking smack about how proud I am to be black
when like victims of my accusations,
I mask my assets in embarrassment.
I'm unconscious, disgusted, cursing cosmetics,
AI media, corporations, they all burn in hell in my
mental visions.
I'm blaming conditioning while
remotely clicking the pretty icons.
I'm mentally training myself,
inducing my own salivation for materialism,
offsetting my own balance,
putting my soul on the shelf by
resenting what I wasn't given
given my given situation.
I walk around hating the game I'm playing,
like every hater I hate for hating.
I'm blinded by social vision.
IAMBIC - I Am Barely In Control 